I am sorry I was such a nasty jackaid, people. I was misguided by my religion and has just found out that they only consider one to be close to the lord at heavens by learning the Torah and not by a kind heart and good deeds... I call dices on that! I was misled for 15 years to follow religion for nothing! I could waste my time helping people and do what I knew the best to do which is all the basic stuff of being kind and generous like my hero, Bubble Girl and not forget everything that is wonderful for the hateful laws of what the modern religious people call the Torah... It is not Torah! Torah is running like Bubble Girl and doing good to everyone who is in a need! They didn't made Mischief Makers for N64 and it's star Marina because the Bible told to sit all day and learn it but for the fact that we can all go and do good to other people around! I was misguided!
Well, I hope I will remember that and won't be misguided again by the Torah I was listening to and reading... I tend to forget and fall to the same trap over and over. God doesn't worth it if he wants me to sit near a book all day while there are people whom I can favor and cherish.
Sorry if I bothered you with another regretful comment. This kinda been discovered to me lately when listening to a CD about religion that told that you only get close to God when you learn the Bible and Torah and not by good deeds. If it so true than what is the good feeling I have when I help somebody by carrying his bags to an upper floor? Isn't that feeling good is a revealing of the deity himself?
If there is a game that I should less regret making it should be Bubble Girl... At least for the part that is based on Mischief Makers and calls you to be kind and help others and less about the sexual themes of this game...
I wish I was a better person. I so wanted to be a hero and I only made a fool of myself with the nonsense that religion has taught me for 15 years. Next time I should base my knowledge only on the book and not on the crazy religious people that misled me to follow the wrong direction... I was young, I could be really powerful, I didn't hold on it enough! Next time I shouldn't let these people who done much less than me and was not even half kind as I was to effect me... I was only 20 years old and was too young, innocent and gullible not to know that I follow people who say nothing that could aid me and do nothing compared to the things I did, and I didn't do much as I intended, Only little compared to what I could spend on everyday.
I feel a bit relieved to know this, but I lost 15 years, learning that religion for nothing but fear and incapability. I am too good for this. The people who wish for charity and devotion are too good for this!
Sorry for any inconvenience I caused you all. I am just too good for being at the sake of God by just sitting near a book, learning hate and anger... I was too good for this... I just wish I was kind and good hearted as I truly wanted.
I am the NastyMan because of things like this. This on the picture is the Mr.Nice Guy. it is a dangerous drug, and I can tell you I really hate using drugs. They give me nothing but pain and trouble. That is why I am the NastyMan. Actually I found out it is because of this horrible drug, I am against drugs! I fu**ing hate that Mr.Nice Guy! I'm too decent for such a dice!
If there is ever an enemy I have to fight against it is drugs like this! Do not do drugs ever!!!