There was an online game on the old click website: V-Cade called "heart attack". I hope that you remember that game.
Today and in several other times I realised I was like that glowing heart in the game that faces trough hell and must avoid it's hazards.
The little of heaven I tend to gain inside my heart seems to be taken by the hazards of hell that surround me in life.
Not many realise that a life of loving, sharing and giving is a life worth living for and instead. The hell around me shouts so loud and attack me so often that it burns and kills what's inside my heart so I lose myself into meanace as well...
Anyway. It was that game on the V-Cade. I hope that you remember it.
Hell is often here on earth. It is when we forget and cannot sense the values of moraliry because hell fogs us the way.
I actually have a copy of some of the old V-Cade games because Yxkalle found them on archive.org. They will be on Kliktopia soon, but in the meantime you can beta test Yxkalle's Vitalize game launcher running Heart Attack (made by Warp Zone in 2000): https://kliktopia.org/downloads/Heart%20Attack%20(Warp%20Zone).zip